donayazmine
(Click to open)3 / 10 / 2025
Well this is my first time writing this and I do not know where to start at all! Well I guess this is the start of writing my thoughts and plans for this story, but first I’ll share how everything started, this whole thing started probably way back in late 2021… well at least the creating spirit, a recent best friend I had made in September 2nd? Asked me if I wanted to make a mini movie with them in Roblox which I gladly agreed we did it and it wasn’t much but it was fun and honestly had a potential in the plot-line and this was obviously not directed/written by me but I guess I named it?? But anyway, I was never much of a storyteller nor someone who envisioned stuff, but seeing something like that come to life honestly made ME come to life although I didn’t realize this at the time I definitely do now, 2022 came around and it was February 2nd or 1st? I started wanting to create and I did, I made a small plot definitely didn’t write it though I still wasn’t much of a storywriter, it wasn’t much at all again but it was a spark which I got by being inspired by my best friend, my best friend filmed and I made like a small plot trailer which was ok I guess, just barely a week later I got another idea and pitched? It in February 9th and also released that in February 13th which was to be honest the story with the most boring dialogue and wasn’t that exciting to make, although this time I filmed it myself (on a phone…) which could be the reason why it didn’t speak out to me… (I admit it my best friend had/has a great camera technique somehow🙄😔) anyway, then came spring and my best friend had made a game in winter of 2021 mostly just for fun and to hang out with friends, but I suggested them to update it for spring/summer? And they accepted the suggestion I guided them on how to make it as I didn’t have a PC at the time I don’t know at all how and why I was feeling the vibes of cherry trees oh wait I know it was because of a song called star-crossed lovers which had a lyric “cherry tree” and I guess with that I got the idea of the game being renamed to “Cherry Tree” and also making it a cherry tree-based game once again it was just for fun and a personal hangout place, at the time I was getting more and more into drawing and was drawing random icons for the game, but then I met a friend of my best friend which was and is a GREAT artist and I got to know them which then they also started drawing icons for the game as they liked the idea of the game, I then saw a drawing they made which I really liked lots! And it inspired me to change Cherry Tree to something similar, I drew the concept and my best friend made it come to life.
3 / 11 / 2025
I’m just going to continue where I left off, after I made the map I saw a underwater game on Roblox which really inspired me so I made a little statue drawing of a girl holding a heart in our map underwater, I guess that’s where the story began to enlarge and that’s when the silly little joy of creation I had become more than just joy it kind of gave me life and a new perspective on life like how I could just see the world from other perspectives not even my own, it was also sort of an escape from the dull reality, anyway 2022 had almost ended and I had this story of Cherry Tree in my hands so I decided to expand it, but before that around fall my best friend who originally had the game they lost their account which it’s sad honestly but that wasn’t an impact for Cherry Tree as that’s also what made me expand it even more and now it was almost 2023… I finally start drawing out real characters for the story, which can all be seen in the museum of tulip, so with that also came the stress and since now I was mostly alone in all this I cancelled the plot/story and game multiple times, but my friends had their own lives of course’ but I still from time to time got ambitious to create and so with that I envisioned and sort of wrote some stuff! By now it was of course 2023 it had just begun, a few months later this game which I enjoyed lots! Specifically (Royale High) had released its biggest update and it made me want to create as well, so I asked my best friend and I came up with the plot with a friend of my friend (sort of…) but before this I had a random outfit on and also my name set as “Emery” and that’s where it started.. New to Magic although now the old plot and story is dead the ideas and characters haven’t gotten to that point yet!, well let me do some time skips blah blah blah we spend a year in production with the voice actors and etcetera, Someone got into my account and I had to disable everything for safety reasons so that was that… it hurt me so much letting go as this was going to be MY THING although not Cherry Tree it was something new for me but yeah but for a few months I kept quite while mixing the stories I had made along the way and making something GRANDER, I finally had it and I HAVE IT, right here and will always do and I can’t wait to show everyone what I’m creating!! <3 this means so much to me as it reflects a lot of stuff I’ve seen and experienced and people I’ve met while also offering a cool fantasy world :3 Although this paragraph cannot convey what I truly feel and how I truly see this project the actual thing will, the Webcomic will take some time but I know everything I want in it soo… it won’t be much longer before chapter 1 part 1 publicly releases 🗡💘
3 / 6 / 2026
I was just checking my Pinterest for the first time in a year, and I was GAGGED! My stupid Y/N drawing GOT ALMOST A THOUSAND LIKES! There were so many comments that I legit cried non-stop... I just felt so seen. I know it's stupid, but I've always felt so small and never had it in me to go and post a YouTube video, or share art, or even draw, even though my dream has always been to make it big and be known. I really hate feeling like a ghost https://pin.it/669mVLjwO I'm trying so much to do something each day, but I just can't... it's like self-sabotage. I wonder if anyone else has gone through this and how did they fix it?
Anyways, I've been procrastinating my webcomic "New to Magic" for a while now... but as Lana said, just do it, don't wait. I'm planning to make an audiovisual adaptation of the comic first, as every character's voice is important. And as for the voices... honestly, I can always find voice actors. It's not like I'm animating it anyways. Peace out.
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4 / 7 / 2026
I don’t feel like myself anymore. I’m constantly on the verge of tears, all I can think about is death. I can’t even enjoy my days they all seem to pass so fast. I can’t even rest. I can’t feel my hands, when I look at them, they feel unfamiliar. I think I’m going crazy.
I have nobody lately. I think I’m alone. Nothing makes sense anymore. I wish someone could see me, I wish I could know they’re real. It’s like I’m a ghost talking to other invisible beings. Every single morning when I fall asleep, I feel euphoric. I miss being able to feel. I feel like I’m dying I’m not even lying, it’s so surreal. I don’t know what to do or who to look for. I can’t even cry, even if I wanted to, I'm stuck in my own feelings.
4 / 8 / 2026
Oh well anyways, I'm feeling soo diva today I just ate in the literal way I'm so full I really want a pair of snake earrings I mean I do have a pair but they're incredibly small what girl looks good in midget earrings? definitely not this one,
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